Devoted to my homie-flo

13071985 girl...this is indeed the positive side of you:

"You are extremely sensitive, a quality that has its good and bad sides. Speaking positively, no other sign except Pisces feels as deeply as you do. You've had a great deal of tears-in-your-beer nights, and these experiences have led you to a deeper understanding of life, and a strong commitment to care for others, because you know what they're going through in times of trouble. You comfort, you counsel, you console. This makes you an ideal friend. Once you make a friend, you're always there for them, to bail them out, to keep their secrets, to take their hysterical late-night phone calls. If anyone or anything threatens them, you're the first to defend them— not by erupting into attack mode, but by retreating into a bunker and lying in wait, like a crab retreats into his hole. Your first line of defense is your tough outer shell, which is hard enough to crack. If threatened further, you then attack with your pincers." haha

If you must stay in 401, we must must must reunite in beijing/japan or LAOS okay?Heart youu!!

And me being the 03101985 girl...this will be the downfall of me:

"You have a hard time making decisions. It's not that you're weak, it's that you're so balanced. You see both sides of an issue clearly, and would rather not take a side for fear of offending the other. This can result in lost opportunities and ineffectuality in all aspects of life." (Ffffaaaaccck! so true..)

And this week goes to prove it. I know what's right for me and at the same time that's not what I really want. So torn :(

For just a moment..

..the things I'd go out of my way to do, see & feel..

If the stars were mine I'd give them all to you
I'd pluck them down right from the sky and leave it only blue
I would never let the sun forget to shine upon your face
so when others would have rain clouds you'd have only sunny days
If the stars were mine I'd tell you what I'd do
I'd put the stars right in a jar and give them all to you

If the birds were mine I'd tell them when to sing
I'd make them sing a sonnet when your telephone would ring
I would put them there inside the square, whenever you went out
so there'd always be sweet music whenever you would walk about
If the birds were mine I'd tell you what I'd do
I'd teach the birds such lovely words and make them sing for you
I'd teach the birds such lovely words and make them sing for you

If the world was mine I'd paint it gold and green
I'd make the oceans orange for a brilliant color scheme
I would color all the mountains, make the sky forever blue
So the world would be a painting and I'd live inside with you
If the world was mine I'd tell you what I'd do
I'd wrap the world in ribbons and then give it all to you
I'd teach the birds such lovely words and make them sing for you
I'd put those stars right in a jar and give them all to you.

by: Melody Gardot

We are such cryptics. If you could see it through my eyes, then maybe you'd see why I'm giving this a try but then again even I don't truly understand myself. It's not the kind of thing I'd normally ever get myself into. This is a class that I cant help but attend because I feel like I'll learn something out of it. Irregardless of whether or not it's worth it, or if I'm a fool at the end of the day, I think I've mentally prepared myself for the outcomes up ahead. So that's sort of alright oui? :P

This time tomorrow..

Just few more hours! =D This time tomorrow we'll be passed out in our shady ximending hotel after a night out (3 star should be alright right...?) Please let it be sanitary and have a pleasant smell. I'm not picky or high maintenance kinda-girl, but as a bare requirement I just hope it's clean!

I am in such a good mood right now for so many different reasons not just due to travelling. If I could perpetually remain in this 'zone' forever I'd be eternally blessed. heh :P But as well all know nothing remains static... going for my heart and gut.

"Will there be tomorrow?
Tell me how can you be sure?
There ain´t always next season
There ain´t always an open door

Life is dear, don´t you waste it
The future noone can see
So step aside and let it be
Tomorrow may wash away
Don´t put off what you do today
Take advantage while you are here
´Cause this moment is all there is

Do you smell the flowers?
While they are still here in bloom
Does there have to be a reason?
If you don´t think, we´ll be gone real soon

Life is here can you taste it?
The future noone can see
So step aside and let it be
Tomorrow may wash away
Don´t put off what you do today
Take advantage while you are here
´Cause this moment is all there is

Don´t live in fear and weakness
Don´t live and hide it all, does your...
Your hability to taste the sweetness, sweetness
And that is what we are here for

Life is real, don´t you fake it
Oh, the future noone can see
So step aside and let it be
Tomorrow may wash away
Don´t put off what you do today
Take advantage while you are here
´Cause this moment is all there is, there is

This moment
The future noone can see
So step aside and just let it be
Don´t wait for tomorrow"

By Lenny Kravitz ..sexay

Oh please don't let me fall ill or be quarantined (eek especially not in the latter destination), if I must...then I'm more than willing to self sacrifice 7 days of my precious time in isolation, once I return! hahah boss will not be pleased.

Okie dokie, and I'm off! See you thurs, ciao!

me me me!

Are you the kind of person that gives more than you take? Do you think of other people before yourself? I still remember that one time walking up lkf and I look up and see a man with physical disabilities in front of me tapping on my box of cupcakes and then his stomach. My heart wanted to cry right then and there. It's so sad knowing how much we & many others others will spend on food - drinks - unnecessary luxury products when there's people out there who can't even afford a damn piece of bread -_-"

//Monday// When I was on my way to work, theres usually traffic congestion right before the aberdeen tunnel and I couldn't believe my 4 eyes when I see 3 punks getting out of their cars and doing delinquent acts in broad daylight! I was totally 'O' mouth. I can't remember much naughty things I've done in my life. Does throwing wet toilet papers up onto the ceiling in the SC girls washroom kind of count?
//Thursday// HK Art Fair with lots of great artists and pieces. Unfortunately didn't have enough time to see everything because we had to go. It was particularly memorable seeing someone's reaction to numerous GREY dots and squiggly lines. haha Went to my first comedy show in hk: 2nd row fears, hawwf-hawwf, the snobby reditions of 'FUunnnk off', people's reaction when they miss their train commute, the sweaty 3rd performance with the robert de niro face!!
//Friday// Tried the red velvet cuppy cakes from Sift in wanchai and currently ranks second on my cupcake reviews. Still a kid at heart. Went to lauren's place which has an amazzzzing outdoor patio and should've checked out Mr. Kwok's cars before leaving. Tried some organic goodness which was a slight improvement from the first attempt. Next date c'est _________? :P
//Saturday// A tired pegs spending time with family before going to the CCC annual dinner at grand hyatt. Finally found the chance to wear that black dress we bought over 6 monthes ago! I need to do some sports. Neone interested in dance or boxing classes?

See I wasn't lying!

Blue horizon while getting a ride home. Sunsets zhen de hao piao liang.

Yo mama

*Me and Mrs. Jones
We got a thing goin'on
We both know that it's wrong
But it's much too strong
To let it go now

We meet every day at the same cafe
Six-thirty and no one knows she'll be there
Holding hands, making all kinds of plans
While the juke box plays our favorite songs
*
We gotta be extra careful
That do we don't build our hopes up too high
Because she's got her own obligations
And so, and so, do I
*
Well, it's time for us to be leaving
It hurts so much, it hurts so much inside
Now she'll go her way snd I'll go mine
Tomorrow we'll meet
The same pklace, the same time
*
by Billy Paul/Michael Buble

If you could get away with it, would you? And what would you do if things started feeling different, tired and wilted. Could and would you hold on because you loved them dearly, forsaking yourself? I dont understand alot of things in life and I know I can fall too easily or think with my heart but I'm thankful that right now at this very moment I'm quite alright and can think/make decisions for myself. But I have been rethinking about my own decisions and reflecting off of other people's struggles lately. After taking a peek through the picket fence, maybe the grass isn't always so green on the other side. How far are you willing to change yourself or accept the other person for love and stability in return?

Just realized I have five ginormous mozzie bites, each swelling up like the size of a lao po bing on my leg. One is in my inner thighs too, wth. Never wear skirts outdoors or make sure you take precautionary measures. Guess my leg will survive and I'm glad in exchange I got 4 hours of quality time with my gf. Cruising to Stanley, having dinner by the patio followed by yoghurt and oreo dessert (yes I think it actually beats Cookies n' Cream omgawwd the best combination EVER heehee). Which reminds me I really should convert my van license so I can attempt to drive around on the weekends. I think I can drive to Stanley....and park there as long as I don't need to parallel with a string of aggravated drivers behind me. *chuckles

We've all got stuff that may bring us down, but I'll always be around and hopefully lighten the load through means of ventilation. Pls call me anytime if you need to talk.. xx

Seventeen more days to go.. wooo yaaaa!

Watching time go by

Good times & music last week at philia. Propss to kenny & H. :]
This one captures like all 10 of us. lol Wheres waldo?

Last night we had dinner with my home girls at Pauls and went to the soft opening of his new wine bar. Had some really good but seriously un-dangerous red and white wine before venturing out to our usual hangout again in keen desperado that the dj will for once do their JOB. Yeah I think its time to officially ban that place unless we realize that we're deaf and it makes no difference. Anyhoo the next day we had a late afternoon lunch at Lord Stanley's Curry House (haha), walked around the market and sat by the rocks watching the sunset. I love how we can go from staying out till wee hours one day and then swing to the other extreme like sitting there in mindless silence, welcoming the sea breeze and sound of waves envelop us the next. It's all in the 'crunchy peanut butter':) Polished the day off with Epoch's 7 layer cake. Absolutely devine.


Same sunset viewed in various modes. Can't tell which pic I prefer but I find them all beautiful just as they are. Would you prefer watching the sun rise or sun set? hmm.. I think sunset is more alluring but sun rise is more breathtaking. Sun rise gives a sense of optimism and feels like a blank slate to start all over again. But sunsets are so romantic & sweet too:) Despite all the worries or troubles one might have to endure during the day or life in general, the sun will still come and go by like the blinking of the eye. Can't believe how fast time flies.